Ah, the future.
What will you be doing next?
What's next year going to look like?
How will you survive afterwards?
Will you ever grow up?
Will you please stop drooling?
-head swims then drops to the floor-
AH!
Lots of questions on everyones' minds. Well, they're on mine too. This idea of the future and where i fit into it is a subject that absolutely breeds consternation (if you'll notice, i used that phrase to spell 'abc').
Here's what i'm thinking:
(forgive the punctuation if it's incorrect please)
i can live in a large number of locations next year: New Orleans, Louisiana: Rochester, New York; Maine, Vermont, or anywhere else that i havent thought of yet.
There are three main options that i'm thinking through though:
1) Get a job in Rochester: i have a degree in computer engineering and actually do enjoy doing software stuff. So potentially, i could get a job in Rochester (i have friends that work for Paetec and might be able to get a nice job there)
2) Go to grad school for counseling or psychology. i've thought about this more lately. i think the part about Crusade that i've liked the most is seeing growth in the students that i work with. i love to see them open up in community and be vulnerable with each other and work through forgiving others, truly loving others, and allowing Christ to love them. It's really cool when it works. i love the human mind and body and how they work. i think God really did create us in his image and there's a lot of beauty locked into who we are. i think this route might be a way to explore that.
3) Join staff with Crusade. i've thought about this for a while. Not sure what to think about this one. i know it well, so i know i like it, but does it fit with my passions and make me feel alive inside. That's a big question. And i'm hoping to figure it out. If i did join staff, i feel like i'd really want to do it in the Northeast, and i'd probably want to do it with Lifelines, the ministry that i worked with in Maine over last summer. For some reason, seeing people grow while rock climbing, getting my whitewater rafting guide license, and being in beautiful places is attractive to me. But dont spread that around. All the other staff people might be miffed.
Feel free to share your thoughts with me... as long as they're helpful!
Please pray for me if you ever wonder what i'll be doing in the future!